Grey
Staring at my walls, forcing myself beyond the realms of sadness. Packing my sh*t up just in case I get myself an early ride to the heavens. I have things to say, some to make people cry, things that make the ops cheer. This silly confession no matter how you take it still holds, My gentle reminder to all that I was here. I've lived nine lives as one, blank sheets for the one messed up perfection that held me still. Lived most moments a bitter soul, the grey I saw the only thing I knew. Tides rose, ripples unending, I stood an anchor while everything I knew came and left like nothing. My life a movie it was and I the death that only remains while everyone else is consumed and gone. But you. Not loud, not sudden, but there. Just like that, happened and it all changed. A crack in the grey I didn't ask for but couldn't refuse. I made a choice that day, or maybe the choice made me To burn every bridge I'd built in that numb world, To r...
