Done

I put my head underwater
Hoping and praying niggas can't see these tears
I raise my hands to God in prayer, and beg
Take this dark cup from me
Lest this youngin perish.

So, till the darkness disappears,
I will still be here.
You tell me it'll be fine
but the world is filled with fears
Sitting here and waiting
for my blood to run clear.

I've got to get up
Look them in the eyes
And say I'm done.
We both know that I tried my best
I'm finna get up
And look 'em in the eyes
Then say that I'm done.
Finished, shhhh, capisce

I know I tried my best

So I'm done.

I'm broken and you know it.
DONE

I wish I could control this shit
DONE

I think I've done my best.

So I'mma sit my ass down, take a goddamn seat and breathe
I'M DONE

It's hopeless, can't keep going
DONE

Can't hold it anymore, it's all in the open
DONE

My bed is calling me.
I'mma lay back down, close my eyes just breathe

I'M DONE

"But you're so young, why call it quits?"
Quick question:
Does it ever follow your script?
It's funny how they never see it,
Scary how normal it's become to feel it
They say I'm too young to have this much in memory.
I tried, I won't turn Larry,
But this shit is getting heavy...

I'm done peeps, I'm done for real

These damn stains, I want them cleared
Xanax, some henny,
Tabs and swirls my way outta here, clink clink, the glasses ring.
Don't fuck with me, you don't know what I've been through.
You all sound judgy and shit but we know what y'all are really into...

Y'all want me to smile and act like everything's fine?
Like I ain't been carrying this shit since I was nine?
Like the nights don't get dark, like the thoughts ain't mine?
Nah, miss me with that, I ain't toeing your line.
You don't see me drowning, you just see the shine.
You don't feel this weight; you just read the signs.
So don't you dare stand there and tell me I'm fine

I'm done people.

For fuck's sake...

I'M DONE.